Children....Do I want any??? Someday....MAYBE!!!

Sine my husband and I have been married for almost 2 years the topic of children has been coming up. We are not planning on any in the near future, but some day he does want to have some , and I am not sure about it. I mean I think that being a mother is the most amazing thing in the world, but I just don't know if it's for me or not. One thing that really scares me is the whole child birth thing. Call me crazy , but I don't think that it would feel very nice and I think that the pain would be overwhelming and I don't think that I would be able to handle it. Men have it so easy, nothing happens to them. They don't have to deal with the "monthly friend" that woman have the joy of getting a visit from every month, they don't have to go through labor (although some fathers do go through it, just being in the room with the mother). I guess that someday I will have children (or a child), but children do take a lot of work and they cost alot of money. I think that it would be wonderful to watch your child grow up and to teach them things that they need to know (like right from wrong). My nephew will be 5 soon and my nice will be 2 and it seems like only yesterday that my sister-in-law was having them. Children grow up so fast and it was such an experience watching my niece and nephew grow into the little people that they are becoming. My nephew is so smart and I believe that sometimes children know more than adults. They are so smart these days and mature alot faster than say I did when I was a child. I think that Bobby would be an excellent father and he would give our child everything that he or she may need. I just think that this is going to take a lot more thought for me, and I really need to decide what kind of mother I would be. I am not talking back about myself, but I am the kind of person that likes the kind of kids that you can give back (nieces, nephews etc.). 15 years have gone by since my mother gave birth to my brother and even that seems like yesterday. Which now brings me to the topic of this..... why is it that when you are young you would do anything to be older?? and when you are old you would give anything to be a kid again?? When you are young all you can think about is moving out on your own and not having to answer to your parent's anymore, but when the time really comes and the reality sets in you would do anything to go back to those days when you could go out with you friends and ride bikes and you have someone to answer to. Well just thought that I would put another post up to please my brother :) if I get bored later (which I am sure that I will) , then I will post another one later...byes