Holy Hottness

It has been so hot the past few days and I can't stand it..... I love summer and I love when it's warm out and you could go swimming and be out in the woods with friends and have a good time, but this weather is so hot....Considering that my husband & I live above a pizza shop it's so hot when they are open and have the oven's going that I can't even stay in my apartment....we have a fan , but that really doesn't do much justice. I put it in the window in our bedroom and put it on high and I think that it just blows hot air in from the outside....Yesterday I went and hung out at this bar all day b/c they have A.C. and I had a few drinks. Today is another hot day and I think that I am going to go to my mom's when my lil' brother gets out of school and go swimming..... I am a baby when it comes to the heat and I don't deal with it well....Bobby wants to go to his friend Don's house b/c he has to help him do something with his garage door or something like that. I don't really feel like going up there, just b/c it's so hot out and I don't want to be out in the heat and the catepillars are so bad this year for some reason.....well I am going to end this now and go find something to do with my day....til next time, just thought that I would post something, since I haven't in awhile....

I am NOT A Taxi!!!!

I am so sick and tired of the same stuff all the time. Bobby and I have this friend and he calls us at least once a week and needs a ride to work. The first few times I really didn't mind it, but after like the 4th or 5th time it started to get a little (actually alot) annoying. I mean don't get me wrong , they do give us money for gas and all that, but I am not a damn taxi and 1/2 the time I have things that I have to get done myself, so then I have to work my schedule around this persons. It is miserable out today, and I guess that my mood is going along with the weather. So now we have to give this person a ride and I am really annoyed, I said no and if it was up to me, it wouldn't be happening, but my husband is the kind of person that can't say no and it really bothers me. He is the one that always says NO to me if I want something, or want to do something and he doesn't want to do it, but he can't say NO to other people (people that don't even matter). I am just really mad today, and thought that I would put all of my thoughts down, but now that I did that, I think that I am feeling a little better :) , so till next time......

Looking for a job apparently in all the wrong places

I have been looking for a job for about 5 months now, and my patience are starting to run slim. I have applications in all over the place , my names in Temp Agencies, and still NO1 will call me back with a job oppurtunity. I am starting to get really disgusted and really depressed over this. I mean it is really hard these days for 2 people to survive on 1 income. It seems like today that if you don't have a college degree of some sort that you really can't find a decent job. Actually at this point I don't care how decent the job is, I just need $ . I do give my husband alot of credit though, I mean he has put up with me not working for this long and he could have thrown me out long ago, I mean I actually have no $ coming in. Sometimes I feel like such a loser, I mean I just sit in the house all day ( I am starting to become a hermit) . I just sit at home and watch t.v. and hang out with my kitty. I mean you could only clean a house so much. Actually my attic needs to be done, but I really haven't had the ammo to do that yet, and not only that, I kinda get freaked out being up there when I am home alone (don't know why I just get scared in attics). Well I am going to go search the web some more and see if I could find some sort of employment, at least til something better comes along, just thought that I would post a blog, because I haven't posted one in awhile and I really had nothing else to do at the moment, so til next time....ENJOY!!!!

Pure Laziness

I have not posted a blog in awhile, and the reason is because I have been lazy. Pure laziness is the reason that I have not been posting. For some reason I don't even write anymore (I used to write in my journal at least once a day), now I am lucky if I do it once a month. My brother (buddyfoote) posted a blog today saying that he is going to try to post at least one blog a day, and I think that I am going to steal his goal and try to do so myself. When I am home at night I just don't feel like doing a thing. I am hoping that I will be able to post at least once entry a day, whether it is just something that says hi, or that I don't really feel like typing, so I am going to make it short and to the point. Today is my husband's 25th birthday and it was an ok day. My mom made him breakfast, and a cake and we went there and had pizza and wings for dinner, but we are going to go to the bar now and have a shot and a beer before his birthday is over. I mean a birthday only comes once a year and I feel that 25 is a big one. So, til next time.....have a good 1 and enjoy!!!!

A Night Of DRAMA @ The Shed

There is this place called the shed (that is behind my best friend's boyfriend's house where we all hang out. It is a little shed that he has set up behind his house and we sit outside near it and start a fire and just sit there and have a goodtime. I went up there on Sunday (while Bobby was at work), my best friend (Sheena) and her boyfriend (Jay) were there and Jay's mom...So we sat outside for awhile, after sitting there for awhile and watching everyone else drink I was in desperate need of an alcoholic beverage, so I asked Sheena if she wanted to go for a ride to the beer store that is about 3 miles down the road. We got in my car and headed to the store. I got a 40pt. of Camo....that is a really strong beer, and it took me awhile to drink it. After I got finished drinking that it was almost time for me to get Bobby from work. So I asked Sheena once again if she wanted to go for a ride (to pick Bobby up). We went to the bar where he is the cook and we went in and sat at the bar and ordered a beer, then Bobby came out of the kitchen and noticed that we were there. He went back into the kitchen to do what he was doing and I walked over to the door to give Bobby the rest of the money that I had left from what he gave me earlier in the day. He got mad because I spent more $ then he thought I was going to spend. I didn't spend any of the money foolishly though. I got $10 in gas (with the price of gas now that doesn't get you much), and I got 2 packs of smokes (that was another $5), buy 1 get 1....that's the way to go , then I spend $2.25 on that 40 that I got....Don't ask me why I just put how much money I spent, I guess all of you really don't care , but I gave him the rest..... all of that from $45 , I don't think that I even spent that much,.....but I am not about to figure out all of the math... and I spent it on stuff that we needed, well I guess that I could have done without the beer, but it was only $2.25, I mean c'mon now.....But anyway, I got off the subject of what this blog entry is about......So Sheena and I sat at the bar and waited for Bobby to finish off his night and do all the things that he had to get done..... we all (Sheena, Bobby & I) left there a little after 8 and we stopped back at the beer store, because Bobby had a busy, stressful night and wanted to get some beer to relieve his stress..... After that we went back to the shed and Jay was sitting inside the shed and he looked like he was really mad.....Sheena told me that he was probably mad @ her because we were gone so long. She went into the shed and Bobby and I followed, she asked Jay what was wong and he said nothing (but it was clear to see that something was wrong). Sheena was like whatever and walked out of the shed and went to sit by this little pond that it outside of his house, so I went out with her and we sat there and started talking about stuff. We then we over by the door to the shed and were looking in the little crack that is in the door, we got bored so thought that we would do some snooping :) Bobby was still in the shed with Jay, and they really were not saying anything to each other, Jay was just sitting there all mad at Sheena. Sheena and I were just sitting outside by the pond and then Dave (Jay's neighbor) came and said that he heard screaming and he thought that Jay and someone got in a fight. Someone like a man, but the person that he was really fighting with was Sheena.....she got a little out of control and started to throw stuff at Jay. Then she went in and started to hit him and stuff, she gets really violent sometimes when she drinks alot (one of the many reasons why I <3>

Money Miracle

Yesterday my husband and I were getting ready to leave our house , because he had to go up to our friend Don's house to do some work on the gutter's around his house (they have been working on this forever n0w) , so I went in the spare room (my brother Stephen's room) in our apartment to get Bobby a sweatshirt out of the closet. When I went in the closet I looked down on the floor and I saw the face of a $20 bill. For a second there I thought that I was seeing things. So, I bent down to pick up the money, and there was more then $20....I was like "holy shit", and Bobby came out of the bathroom and said "what"? I handed him the money and his eyes got really big and there was $59 total. Both of us were amazed because I was in that closet the day before that and so was he. It really was a miracle though because we only had 2 cigarettes left and no money to buy any (until Bobby got paid for doing the work @ Don's that day), so it all worked out and was so gr8...