Was It All A Dream????

Last night (actually early this morning) I was sitting at my computer doing some stuff on myspace, the next thing that I remember was my lil' (younger) brother saying "YO" to me on google talk. Since it was so late I was like what the heck??? So then I heard my cat in the hall way, I heard this ball that makes a crinkling noise when he plays with it. Then I remember going out into the hallway where Buster (my kitty) was and picking him up , then I took him and laid down in the bed. The next thing that I remember was Buster biting down on my finger, and I was trying to pull it out of his mouth, and he would not let go. I am wondering if this was all a dream. The first reason that I think that I was dreaming was because my brother would never be up on the computer that late, and another reason is because Buster would never bite me so hard , to the point where he would not allow me to remove my finger from his mouth. I just don't know what happened, and it's really freaking me out. I could understand if I was out drinking or something all night, but I wasn't....I was stone sober, so the only conclusion that I could come to is that I fell asleep at my computer and had a little dream, and that's why I thought that my brother was talking to me on google (because I was trying to get in touch with him all day on there). So I guess that it was a dream after all, but it was really strange, and I am really mind boggled over all of this, oh well till next time.

For The One I Love

My husband ( the sweet guy that he is) bought me this card for our anniversary and here is what it says: The front of it says..........For The One I Love..... "Roses speak of love in a language known only to the heart" and on the inside it says.....My heart was full when I first promised to love, honor, and cherish you forever....yet that feeling was so very different from the rich, deep connection that now joins my soul to yours....What I feel now goes beyond love and friendship, even though I lack the words to express it....I love you more than ever...thank you for sharing my life........HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!!!!! aww......isn't that so sweet???? He wrote in the card: To the woman that I love so dear...Anniversary what a special day, baby you mean the world to me and no one can take that from me, you are very special to me....the bond that we have is a bond that can't be broken, although love is quite a token from the bottom of my heart you will always be my toot (like tootsie) ...I love you , Bobby..... I have the best , sweetest husband in the world and I know that I mean the world to him and that he loves me more than ANYONE else in the world and I know that he is always there for me when I need him, no matter the time or the task...sometimes I think that I am living in a dream.....It's so amazing that 2 people could be in love as much as him and I. I was never really a believer in love and really didn't believe that it exsisted until I met and fell in love with Bobby, but now since then I am a strong believer in true love and I know that we have an everlasting love and a love that NO ONE could ever break or come between.....

My brother's Semi-Formal

On Saturday, April 22, 2006 my younger brother (he gets mad when I say little brother, so I have to say younger) went to the Semi Formal at his school and he had a great time. When he left for the dance my eyes filled with tears, because I can't believe how fast time goes by and how grown he is. It seems like only yesterday that I was going to my own High School dances, and before you know it he will be graduating from High School and it's so depressing to me. My brother went to the dance with a girl named Caitlin (whom is cute as a button).. THEY are just good friends, but I think that they made a really cute couple. I am hoping that my brother will post some pictures that my mother took from the semi up on here or on myspace, because they did look very nice going to the dance. On another note, I am starting to get really frustrated, I can't find a job and I am starting to get annoyed more and more everyday. I have applications in everywhere, and my husband thinks that I just don't want to work. When I had my last job I busted my butt for that place, then things got slow and they had to lay some people off (unfortuntley one of then had to be me), but oh well, I am just going to keep my head up and hope that something comes along soon, because I am going out of my mind sitting at home all day, you could only do so much around the house, and your house can only be so clean.....well that is all that I have for now, I thought that I would post a new blog since I haven't done so in a few days....well T/T/F/N...

Surprise Party & Easter....

On Saturday (4-15-06) my family had a surprise party for my dad for his 50th birthday.... My older brother and my cousin took him to a Red Barons baseball game to get him out of the bar that the party was being held at. Around 4:30 me, my sister in law, my aunt and my nephew went over to the bar and took some food over and got the rest of the stuff ready for the party. My sister in law was in contact with my brother on the status of the game to make sure that my brother kept my dad out of the bar til 5:30..... The baseball game had to be the quickest game ever and after the game was over my brother called my sister in law and told them that they were at some other bar in town (although my dad wanted to go back to the bar where the party was being held)....my brother had to make up an excuse to keep him out... So around 6 o'clock they arrived at Ziggy's (the bar where the party was) , everyone jumped out and yelled surprise and he seemed surprised....little did we all know that my brother had to tell him about the party , because he really wanted to go to Ziggy's and my brother couldn't make up an excuse to keep him out of there....... But my dad was still happy that we had the party for him and that everyone was there.....overall the party was fun and it was such a beautiful day out.....Now on to EASTER...This is my fav. holiday and I really love it more than Christmas.... I don't know why this is my fav. holiday, it just always has been......Bobby and I went to my mother's house and we were the first ones there (since my mom told me that we were eating at 3 and we arrived around 1:30).....so Bobby and I hung out there and helped my mom and gram with whatever they needed help with.....Around an hour after we arrived my brother and sister in law came with my niece and nephew..... once they got there everyone started to arrive.....Overall Easter was a fun day as well, so I had a really busy weekend....just thought that I would pust a post up to tell everyone about my fun and exciting weekend....

Rain Rain....GO AWAY!!!!

Well since it's such a crappy day out I thought that I would post a new entry and ramble on about some stuff....first of all , I had a job interview yesterday and I think that it went pretty good....I have my fingers crossed that the lady is going to call me (with good news)....Tomorrow should be a fun day.....my daddy is turning 50 and we are having a surprise party for him (shhh.... don't tell)....it should be a good time though...My brother has to find a way to get him out of the bar (where we are having the party), so the decorating and all that can get done.....anyway....I don't know what to do with myself today....I am bored out of my mind and it's such a crappy day out (as I said already)....It has been raining all day, and it was raining yesterday too, maybe that means that summer is coming (I hope it is)....oh well I am going to bounce and go spend some time with the hubby....I am sure that I will get bored later and post another one.....ttfn

Summer is on it's way.....

I am happy to say that I think that summer is finally on it's way. Yesterday (and today) it was so beautiful out...even though today was not as sunny as yesterday was. My husband and I went to the Forty Foot Falls yesterday with my best friend Sheena and her boyfriend and our friend Tony and Jenn and we had a great time. It was so nice to be able to be outside and just enjoy the nice weather. Summer is the best and there is nothing like sitting around, hanging out with friends and having a cookout. In the summer we usually spend most of our time @ this dam that we know of. It is so nice up there and so peaceful and no one bothers you there. Sheena and I usually have some sort of floating devices to float down the dam and soak up the sun. Last summer Sheena and I lost some clothing in the dam, and this summere we are determined to find them. I lost a pair of shorts from AE (that I had since I was a junior in HS) and my bathing suit top. Sheena lost her shirt and her bathing suit top (don't ask)....I just have to say that things got out of control that day. Anyway, it's been awhile since I put a post up on here, I was on a roll there for a few days, posting 1 to 2 blogs a day. I am still working on a few blogs that I want to write up before I type. I want to make sure that they are free of typo's etc. Anyway....I am going to go spend some time with my hubby and then work on my other posts, I want to try to get them up today.... BYEZ....

25th post

I thought it would be appropriate to post my 25th post about turning 25. I will be turning 25 on Aug,8th and I am not really that excited about it. I mean I guess when you are younger you are excited about birthdays and turning a year older, but when you hit a certain age birthdays really don't mean that much anymore. Even though 25 is not really that old I feel old for some reason. My oldest brother is going to be 28 and when he was my age him and his wife had 2 kids. I feel like I am throwing my life away for some reason. I have the best husband in the world and he has nothing to do with this part about me throwing my life away (just to clarify that). It's just that I quit college, I don't have a job right now, and I really don't know what I want to do with my life or where to go with it. Since I am in my mid 20's I don't think that I still have what it takes to go back to school.... who knows??? I do need to get a job and make a career for myself. Let's face the facts, I am not getting any younger. Sometimes I wish that we could go back in time, because if we could , I would never have quit school. Hey, at least I have my HS diploma (that even took working at though). Without a diploma you really can't get a job anywhere, so that is one thing that I accomplished in my life at least. Right now , I am sitting in my dark apartment (due to the fact that most of our lights are burnt out and we need to get some bulbs), my kitty is sleeping in the living room on the back of our sectional. My husband is currently at work and will be there for the next 2 and 1/2 hours. I am just in kind of a depressing mood today. My younger brother called me before and we talked on the phone for about an hour, that cheered me up, he's so humurous at times. We were having a conversation about one of my blog posts on here about the helmets and seatbelts. He disagreed with me on it, and now that I think about it a little more, I think that I disagree with myself. I mean I guess it's safer to wear a seatbelt in a car than not to, but I just don't think that it's right that they passed that law with the helmets, but it's not really that big of a deal, so who the hell really cares??? Well I am about to go to my mom's for dinner and this is my 3rd post today, so I think that I am good for awhile....."ttfn" (quoted by Tigger)

Children....Do I want any??? Someday....MAYBE!!!

Sine my husband and I have been married for almost 2 years the topic of children has been coming up. We are not planning on any in the near future, but some day he does want to have some , and I am not sure about it. I mean I think that being a mother is the most amazing thing in the world, but I just don't know if it's for me or not. One thing that really scares me is the whole child birth thing. Call me crazy , but I don't think that it would feel very nice and I think that the pain would be overwhelming and I don't think that I would be able to handle it. Men have it so easy, nothing happens to them. They don't have to deal with the "monthly friend" that woman have the joy of getting a visit from every month, they don't have to go through labor (although some fathers do go through it, just being in the room with the mother). I guess that someday I will have children (or a child), but children do take a lot of work and they cost alot of money. I think that it would be wonderful to watch your child grow up and to teach them things that they need to know (like right from wrong). My nephew will be 5 soon and my nice will be 2 and it seems like only yesterday that my sister-in-law was having them. Children grow up so fast and it was such an experience watching my niece and nephew grow into the little people that they are becoming. My nephew is so smart and I believe that sometimes children know more than adults. They are so smart these days and mature alot faster than say I did when I was a child. I think that Bobby would be an excellent father and he would give our child everything that he or she may need. I just think that this is going to take a lot more thought for me, and I really need to decide what kind of mother I would be. I am not talking back about myself, but I am the kind of person that likes the kind of kids that you can give back (nieces, nephews etc.). 15 years have gone by since my mother gave birth to my brother and even that seems like yesterday. Which now brings me to the topic of this..... why is it that when you are young you would do anything to be older?? and when you are old you would give anything to be a kid again?? When you are young all you can think about is moving out on your own and not having to answer to your parent's anymore, but when the time really comes and the reality sets in you would do anything to go back to those days when you could go out with you friends and ride bikes and you have someone to answer to. Well just thought that I would put another post up to please my brother :) if I get bored later (which I am sure that I will) , then I will post another one later...byes

Parade Day Update.....

Parade day was almost over a month ago and I posted a blog on here about going. I also said that I was going to post an update on how the parade went and I never did that (So I am doing it now)...The parade was a blast. I went with my husband and 3 of our friends. We started the day by going to a local pizzeria to get something to eat and that was also where we had our 1st alcoholic beverage (this was around 12:30 p.m.) I think that maybe I should have stopped @ one. Then we went in search of a bathroom (because the line for the bathrooms in the pizzeria was out the door). So we traveled the streets of Scranton, PA (on foot) and finally found some port-o-potties. The line for these was not too bad, so we stood there and waited our turns. After we all did our business we headed to a bar called Trax, that is located in the Radisson Hotel. We had a few drinks there and stood out on the porch and watched the parade. After being there for awhile we asked someone to take a group pic (we were all still sober at the time) and then we took a walk around the streets in search of another bar that wasn't too busy (which is really not any bar on the day when Scranton paints the town green). Finally we stood in line for a bar called the Banshee. We were in line for about 10 minutes. We all showed the man at the door our ID's, got our hands stamped and proceeded into the bar. We ordered our drinks and all hung around the bar. This place was so packed that if you moved you would not get another spot. We all settled into one spot and tried to all stay together so we wouldn't get lost. As we were all standing around the bar we ordered another round and my husband and our friend Steve ordered some kind of drink with grape vodka in it. They were having a good time and drinking down the drinks and Bobby (my husband) was almost at the bottom of his and he said to me "look in the bottom of my cup"... So I took the cup and looked in the bottom and in the bottom of the cup was 3 or 4 fruit flies. At first we thought that it was just pieces of grape from the vodka, but then he showed it to the bartender and his eyes got real big. So the bartender told him that he could have whatever drink that he wanted for free (of course he should have did that), he could have had a law suit against that place. It was very unsanitary. After being at the Banshee for awhile and all putting a pretty good buzz on we decided to leave and try to find another place that we could go to that wouldn't be "as busy".... So we headed along on our adventure. We were going to go to Flashbacks, til we found out that it was $15 to get in the doors. We kept walking down the street and then went to a little bar on a corner that our friend Bob knew about. It wasn't that busy, (mostly older people). We had a few drinks there and then finally around 7:00 p.m. we decided that it would be time to head back up to our way. So we had the bartender call us a cab. By the way , we took the bus down to Scranton and took a cab back (no one wanted to chance drinking and driving). We sat in the bar and waited for the cab to come and again, took another group pic (only this one was less sober than the first one that we took). The cab finally came about 15 minutes later and we all piled in it... We took some pics on the way home in the cab, and they all came out really funny.. Someone said something funny and I started laughing and I snorted...OMG....I was so embarrassed. Even though everyone found that it was so amusing. The cab driver that we had was awesome. We had him drop us off at Ken's Bar in Olyphant (where we had round 2 of parade day). We also tried to get him to come in and have a drink with us, but he was still on duty for hours after that, he said that he would have, but he would have got into trouble. So at Ken's we played some shuffleboard and had a few more drinks. We all hung out there for about 2-3 more hours and then everyone was ready to get home and crawl into their beds. So Bobby and I left and went to the Village to get something to eat. Then we came home and I hit my pillow, and then right after that I think that I fell asleep, or fell into a slight comma from all the alcohol that I comsumed on this day. Overall parade day was a fun experience and I am counting down the days til next year.

Helmets & Seatbelts

Something that really bothers me is the fact that you could now operate a motorcycle and you don't have to wear a helmet, but if you get pulled over operating a car or any other motor vehichle you get a fine if you are not wearing a seatbelt. Now does that make any sense??? I think that that was the stupidest law that was ever passed. When is someone going to understand that it was a mistake to pass that law??? So many people have been killed since that law has been past (granted that some of them would not have survived anyway , even if they did have a helmet on). Then again, many people have died due to being trapped in cars because of wearing a seatbelt and not being able to be removed from the vehicle. That law that was passed really burns me up, so I thought that I would put a post up about it, anyone that agrees with me on this feel free to comment and let me know. Someone needs to put a stop to this and change the law back.

I wish I didn't have a hangover

Today is April 1st (April Fool's Day) and instead of playing jokes on people (as my mom did to me several times) , I am sitting at home with a hangover , due to drinking last night. My husband & I went out with 3 of our friends and don't get me wrong we did have a good time, but the cherry bombs that Steve buys us get me everytime. I guess when you are young you can handle that stuff ( I am not saying that I am old), I am only 24, but for some reason my body can't handle that stuff anymore. 5 years ago my mother had several surgeries on internal body parts (intestines etc.) and the doctor that operated on her told her that any of her children or grandchildren can have what she had (pancreatitis). I think that I spelt that wrong but oh well.... I wake up with stomach aches almost everyday and I am worried that maybe I do have that problem. My mom used to be a causual drinker and then when she got sick if she drank any kind of alcoholic beverage it would make her very sick and that it what happens to me. Maybe I am just getting myself worried and worked up over this and maybe I do worry to much, who knows???? I was suppose to take my kitty to have his pic taken with the easter bunny and I didn't even get to do that due to my sickness. My kitty is evil, my brother says that he has demon in him, so maybe it is a good thing that I didn't take him due to the fact that he would probably have bitten the easter bunny and that would not have been good. Well that is all that I have for now, I know that my blogs are mainly boring, someday I will post one that is exciting and worth reading, but feel free to comment and tell me how bad my writing really is :)